It’s honestly is time I moved forward from past relationships and this saddened heart. It’s time for wounds to heal and a new start.

View Points and Super Blood Wolf moon

affirmationsu:

“I love who I am”

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(via awake-society)

hipster:

I no longer force things. what flows flows, what crashes, crashes. I only have space and energy for things that are meant for me.

(via awake-society)

wnq-writers:

“They ask, “Are you in love?” And you sit there quietly, realizing you must not be if you had to think about it.”

— N.M.Sanchez

It’s quite ironic how the tables have turned. But this isn’t my message I’m trying to come across. What I want you to know is from the past couple of weeks to the last day our paths have came across, I just want you to know that I am appreciative on how you saved me from another dui. Although, I was arrested, you did help me.

But you sent me a message, on how you couldn’t have me in your life again. I believe this is the third time you told me this. You tell me you have hope for us and this is where I know I need to end it, for good. Because now I know I’m the one inflicting pain to you by providing you with the false hope. I don’t mean to do it, I guess I do it by accident but it was you who told me over and over again, the three times you broke my heart, you would rather just us be friends because you just weren’t in love with me.

I would be lying if I didn’t think about what it would be like if we got back together. But things have changed now. I’ve grown fond of being alone. I’ve learned to love myself where I don’t feel as if I need someone to have to feel happy. I would also be lying if I didn’t think about you from time to time. I just don’t think I could make you happy. You’re honestly better off without me and so am I, without you. We weren’t good for each other. You tore me to shreds, three times, and each time you made me believe you were different but you also fell back. My temper grew and I became someone else while angry which is why I believe we’re better off without each other. I just ran of chances to give us. I just believe down the road, you’re going to fall out of love again because you’re expectations don’t match reality.

This is why I feel as if your hope is just a false reality. You may want me now but as soon as you have me, your needs will change. And I can’t fall back into that.

For the past year, I have dated maybe two different guys. One we just fell off, it was cool while it lasted but it wasn’t for me. The second guy had me feeling like I was just anyone, which I’m not. What I’m trying to say is, right now, I am way stronger of a person then who i was. And right now, I’m just focused on me and my career and I’m trying to get my shit together. I can’t let you ruin me again. I’m sorry. I just need you to be happy for yourself but it’s just not with me.